Happy Birthday! I don't really think it means anything to you in Heaven, a place not only where we never grow old, but a place outside of time. But this day will forever mean something special to me, so happy 1st still-birthday.
It's been a hard week. Yesterday was the worst, the day we found out, the day our entire life changed. This whole week has been miserable though. It's depressing as all get out not only to have the child we hoped for and dreamed about, but to not have gotten pregnant in the year following our loss has just added insult to injury. I've spent more time crying between Saturday night and today than I have in the last several months. I suppose it's true that grief comes in waves.
We love you and miss you, and long for the day we will meet you,