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The Joy of My Salvation

 

Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. ~Habakkuk 3:18

My mood is orange right now. Let me set up my day before I talk about why, and perhaps you will understand. This, for once isn’t a blog about what I think but about what I want you to see, hear, and feel. Ok, just work with me hear.

This morning was most beautiful. If you are anywhere in the Florence area and have not done so, you should walk around campus, pass in front of the SUB, around Bibb Graves, between the library and the castle, then across the Stephens Hall parking lot, then down by Floyd. The trees are amazing. There are these deep reds, Fire Maples, you might call them. Then there are bright, and I mean bright, yellows. There are some dark maroonish Japanese Maples. Then there are still some very green trees. The best ones and we have some of several shades on campus, are these amazing oranges. Some light, some deep, but all burning, light a passionate fire. I don’t know how long the blazing glory of God as displayed in trees will last, but for this moment there is burning passion there. It’s the perfect fall temperature, it’s the day of the year that I live for. When not only are the trees in every glorious shade of the harvest spectrum, but it is a cool breeze without being cold, and not glaringly sunny. A perfect a day as you can find. Then there is the further sound of crunch, shuffle, crunch, shuffle, CRACK, as you walk around with the leaves shuffling and crunching other foot, with the crazy acorns falling and bouncing and rolling and cracking when you step on them just so. Oh and it smelled like rain today, then it rain that light misty rain that just makes the air smell sweeter and the trees look brighter. It was amazing.

Now I am sitting on my bed, in an attempt to get a little work done, before heading home. Once again you need the whole picture. I have a bright room here at the apartment, there are two beautiful pictures of Celtic knotwork up that I have spent hours coloring, in fact one of them was on Elyow’eynay’s blogspot awhile back. Then I have several boards up full of pictures from high school and the like. Lastly on the way is a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory poster from my theatre days, next to my purple lava lamp. Then I have a really bright blanket on the bed that I made, to round out the warm, happy room. So I’m sitting here with note cards and books for the thirty page paper, everywhere. I have out some veggies, good bread and herbs from the Italian restaurant in town, and a glass of wine. It’s a nice mellow productive sort of night.

So my mood today is orange, a burning firey passion. I see the Lord everywhere I look, and feel his presence. I’m not sure how long my productive mood will last, but I’m working hard.

Wish me luck, (or as I prefer blessings) as I get ready to go to North Carolina Chapel Hill tomorrow, I’ll be back late Thursday night or Friday morning early. It’s going to be a 10 hour drive. Yeah! I will also attempt to get some pictures up from Ren Faire soon.
8:44 PM 2 random thoughts
For those of you who haven't seen it...

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2:50 AM No random thoughts
Life is crazy for me right now at this precise moment. Well in truth not at this precise moment, because I am at my parent's, should be headed to bed. Life in general though is very stressful right now.

I work a 40 hour a week job. I am a night shift manager at the local Wendy's. What that means is that from 6 to close on Thursday, and 4-c on Friday and Saturday, and anywhere from 2-c or 8-c on Sunday I am at Wendy's. This is almost always shorthanded (tonight I was 3 people short), and definitely overworked and underpaid. For these hours I am unable to do anything constructive, unless you count making money to pay my rent and such constructive. There are some silver linings, when I have a crew there they are good people, and hard workers. The only other plus, sometimes if we are slow enough I can read my textbooks while cleaning, or doing other minor things. A couple of my employees have been trying to pitch in so that we can get done faster so I can do homework.

I am also in my last semester at UNA. This means that all those classes I have been putting off for the last three years are all being forced upon me this semester. That part is my fault, I know. One of these classes has an evil slave driving tyrant (aka professor) who is crazy liberal and anti-Christian. He has been a unique challenge. His 30 page research paper is becoming a nightmare. Mine is going to be on Islamic women in Pakistan and Iran. I know not the most exciting thing ever, but I think it will be interesting. The crazy thing, tonight instead of reading my bible, I read part of the Koran. In any event, for some time now I have been looking at homework and going what is due today, dropping everything else, then saying which class is first, and dropping everything else, then going ok, what do I do, and what half do I neglect. THAT is what kind of homework I have here. I love to read, study, and write papers, so for us to be talking about me getting this little done, you have to understand just how much we are talking about here.

That's not all though, I'm also trying to get into grad school. This means a variety of time consuming things. I have to re-take my GRE. My advisor wants it up from a 1050 to a 1200, aka I have to study harder and more for it. I have to write an intelligent sounding personal statement. Apparently, "I like history because it's groovy, please let me into your school." doesn't count. I have to have a write sample that shows original research, good writing skills and a potential for graduate level work, and professional research. This means that I am having to rework most of the 36 page paper from this summer's Celtic study to include a wider source base and such. I have to make contact with possible graduate advisors and major professors. This means I am firing off several e-mail a day to different secretaries and professors, calling a couple of them every Wednesday, and making plans to meet them all. This means I am traveling to North Carolina, South Carolina, and Tennessee all in November, plus I'm going to the Southern History Convention in b'ham in order to forgo the trip to Rice. I still have to make plans to get to Ohio State and Georgia. In the midst of this I'm trying to line things up this spring at UNA so I can continue to get funding.

Then there are little things that I continually have to take care of. For example, this weekend is preview day for UNA, aka they give away scholarships, we play our big rival, and high school students who register get in free with parents. What this means for me is that my parents will be carrying my brother so I'm going to the game with the family this Saturday. I am trying to give back to the community in some way, so I'm helping with Habitat for Humanity. We will finish our house this Saturday. Finally, the Ren faire is this weekend in Flo-town (aka the Alabama Renaissance Fair). I go every year, and this year I'm being required by my Shakespeare class to attend. I found out Friday that I have to have a lady-in-waiting style costume, so today Grandmother and I went to pick out fabric, and she's going to help me make it, since mother's sewing machine isn't working for me to do it myself. See random craziness.

With all of this going on I stay tired, and it is easy to forget that I need down time. My brother and I watch an episode of Angel every night (Mon-Wed) that I'm in Florence and I cook, so we have an hour together a day at least. I don't know what I will do when I leave and he doesn't come too. I also read a chapter of Proverbs every night. Then I've been trying to take an hour the last couple of weeks to go downtown and sketch for quite reflective time, it's a nice two hour break (takes me 30 minutes to walk the 10 blocks there, then 30 mins back). On campus when I'm abnormally stressed, I put on the headphones and listen to good old PB hymn singing. This morning on the way to church I finished making a baby blanket, while preparing my mind for the service. I wasn't doing this but recently I realized, that if I don't take a little time out I'm going to go crazy.

I guess what I am saying is please forgive the sporatic blogging for the moment, and any prayers you can spare would be greatly appreciated. On that note, I'm so off to bed, I have to be back up and at g-mother's in 6 hours and 37 min.
2:57 AM 2 random thoughts
Today I almost killed my youngest brother.

I was driving home (to Decatur) from Florence. Benji was reading my Christian-Science Monitors and I was driving and singing along with Rascal Flatts. We were arguing about what this nuclear bomb in North Korea meant. We pulled up to the light on 20 at North Courtland, and stopped beside a silver car, behind them a charcoal grey car. The light turned green and we took back off. I was in the left lane, and was looking to get back into the right lane. So I got up to speed (being somewhere between 65 and maybe as much a 70), looked in the review mirror, looked in the side mirror, and looked back over my shoulder—no car. However, up ahead in the right hand lane, there was a silver car. I started to move back over when Benjamin looked and said, “CAR!” Ok more like shouted. I jerked the wheel (way, way, overcompensating) almost ended up in the left hand ditch. Then still like a freaked out idiot, I jerked it back in the other direction. We spun around once, maybe twice. And stopped facing West, in the East bound lane. The silver car was way gone, and the charcoal grey car was stopped about 6 feet from my bumper.

I sat there for a minute, and asked Benjamin if he was ok. He was like, “Yeah, that was cool, like a roller-coaster.” The guy in the charcoal car, looked concerned. I waved that we were ok, and he took off. Way down the road the silver car had stopped. The guy in it got out walked around it and drove off. I backed up completely off the road, and straightened up. We got out and I walked around the car twice. I went from like 65 to zero, in less than 5 seconds, and it took me less than 30 feet to come to a very complete stop. There are serious black marks on the road.

Unlike Benji, I’m a very good driver. I like to get up and go on the highway, but I’m very careful and have never managed a wreak. I drive a Pontiac Sunfire, and the back windows are terrible to try to see out of, Benji had the seat all the way back, and I just couldn’t see my blind spot and all as well as I thought. Benjamin isn't stupid, very, very strange, yes, but stupid no. However, I don’t think he realized just what could have happened. We could have hit either car, the trees on the side of the road, either ditch. We could have rolled, wrapped around something, or flipped. We could have been seriously injured, crushed in the car like one of our other brothers several years ago when he was hit by a F-150, or killed. However, we were completely safe, everyone else was completely safe, and there was no damage to my car at all.

It was definitely not my driving that saved us. The Lord was very much there. Isn’t He better than we deserve and ever so merciful? Really need I say more?
3:45 AM 2 random thoughts
Well, it is now official the sorta summer, sorta fall weather is gone. We have made it to the beginning of sorta fall, sorta winter weather. How do I know it is offical you ask? Well there are several tell-tale signs. First of all, I had to wear a sweater as I desperately ran from building to building on campus to hide from the cold wind. Next, whereas I was following Orion home from work traveling from Decatur back to Florence this spring, he is now chasing me home. Finally the biggest sign of all, I turned off the air, and have the heat running in the apartment tonight. Of course this will only last until the loving (hot natured) brother gets home, but it's nice and toasty tonight. You can just tell, when it's quite doing that crazy thing it does in the South where it's shorts weather one day then the next you need a fleece coat, and that happened sometime late Wednesday-early Thursday, here in Flo-town.

Tomorrow should be much fun. I'm going to ride my bike, down to the Habitat House that we are building and work on it away, before running off to the game. After all, it is UNA's homecoming this weekend. I suppose for my last year here I oughta go. It'll be strange, it's going to be the first game I've been too, since I marched in the band, wow. I'm looking forward to seeing my breathe, and crowding around in a huddle to stay warm with everyone I know. haha. I love the fall.
5:21 AM 2 random thoughts
Songs are powerful sorts of things. They speak to us in a way that ordinary words cannot. They stay in your mind unlike the way a normal sort of phrase slips away. There is one hymn in particular that has been traveling with me for a few months now. It crept in one day almost out of nowhere, a song I had not heard in some time. The next week I kept catching myself humming it at work. Then about two months ago, my grandmother requested at Church four or five Sundays in a row. I now know all five verses by heart and it is truely a song that continually is dwelling in me richly in all wisdom, as an admonishment and an uplifting grace from the Lord the way that Colossians 3:16 talks of.

So what song you ask? "How Happy's Ev'ry Child of Grace." Who wouldn't love that song. For the lyrics see here, http://thechildofgrace-lyrics.blogspot.com/#115570486562238082 They also have a great new cd with abunch of hymn singing.

It just makes you wander what circumstances, what leading or revealing of God brought Charles Wesley to pin these words. I tried to discover, but alas there seemed to be no information available, all I found is that he composed many of his songs while riding around on his white pony in London streets. He never wrote a song before he felt the Lord in his life and after that he wrote over 7500 hymns. The music that we sing it too, isn't the original either. I wondered what lead E. J. King to write new music when the first Sacred Harp book was published, or when the people started singing it that way. Curious things to think on.
4:21 AM 1 random thoughts
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